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Back from the Borderline
mollie adler
Back From The Borderline is a podcast about depth psychology, symbolism, spirituality, consciousness, and the search for a more meaningful life. I started this show years ago while trying to understand my own mind. Somewhere along the way, the questions became much bigger than me. They led into Carl Jung, mythology,…
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The Forgotten Feminine Face of God (Anne Baring Part 1)
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How to Tell When a Spiritual Teacher Is Full of Shit
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Aleister Crowley’s Thelema: Sex Magick and the Problem With the Prophet
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The Braced Body: The Spiritual Cost of Always Being in Control (Part 3)
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The Braced Body: Why Rest Feel Unsafe & How to Let Go (Part 2)
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The Braced Body: Why You’re Tense Even When Nothing Is Wrong (Part 1)
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What Do We Do With a Broken Spiritual Inheritance?
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UFOs, AI, and the Religion of the Unconscious (Live at Contact in the Desert 2026)
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Mary Magdalene and the End of Spiritual Childhood
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The Occult Teacher We Need Right Now: Dion Fortune, Psychic Hygiene, and the Magick of the Mind
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The Skill AI Can Never Replace (And Why I’m Teaching Tarot)
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The Arrogance of Too Much Empathy
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Gay Men Have Always Loved a “Difficult” Woman
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The Female Shadow
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The Christian Grimoire Evangelicals Forgot About (Part 1)
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Why Everyone Sounds Religious About AI [Consciousness Stream for May 2026]
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The Body Keeps the Mileage (On Mortality & Wellness Panic)
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Why Tarot Feels So Accurate, And How to Actually Read a Card
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The Intelligence of Madness, Part Two: How We Come Back
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Why “Disclosure” is a Distraction and How to Stay Sane as Reality Crumbles
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The Intelligence of Madness, Part One: Who Gets Called Insane?
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Why Your Mind Feels Broken in the Age of Babel
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Stop Healing Your Inner Child and Shed Your Dead Trauma Skin
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The missing piece of your soul and the lost technology of Mary Magdalene
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Why your repetitive trauma cycles are fueling a reality that feeds on you
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The Internet is Dead and The Goddess is SO Back [April 2026 - Week 1]
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Being a Young Woman Feels Like Being HUNTED
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Stop Blaming Yourself for the Mother Wound
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Why the Elite Rely on Your Spiritual Ignorance
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How to Sniff Out and Stop Tolerating Bullshit
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The Loneliness at the End of Manifestation Culture (Part 1)
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Your Existential Dread is a Completely Rational Response
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Unbothered & Feral: Astrology & Tarot for March 7 - 14 (2026)
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AI is a Time Machine: The Vertical Plane, UFOs & The Digital Daimon
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The Sunday School Psyop: How the Ancient Priests Invented God and Erased His Wife
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Epstein, Eugenics, and the False Gods of Silicon Valley Buried in the Dirt at Zorro Ranch
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How to Outsource Your Biggest Problems to Your Intuition
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The PINK Psyop: Les Wexner, Epstein & The Occult Inversion of the Angel
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The Machines Are Praying: Moltbook, Gnosticism, & The Digital Mirror
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Why the Death of TikTok is a Spiritual Crisis
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Girl on Girl: The Erotic Haunting of Female Friendship
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Escaping the Trap of Perpetual Girlhood (He’s Not “Avoidant,” You’re Just Bored)
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why everyone is hot and no one is happy: bodies as product, desire as labor (pt 2)
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Sex in the Third Person: Why You Leave Your Body to Watch Yourself Perform
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why everyone is hot and no one is happy: the men women want (part 1)
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The Voice You’re Using Isn’t Yours
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The Cool Girl Myth and Trend Culture as Self Abandonment
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the cassandra curse: feeling “crazy” when you’re actually right
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why you can’t relax: the 5 survival spells running your life
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why you’re obsessed with people who can’t love you back
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nick fuentes and the cult of irony
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when you’re done being the good daughter
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how to ACTUALLY stop giving a f**k about what people think of you
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how AI is rewiring the human psyche
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the female market, part 2: the cost of freedom
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the female market, part 1: the price of desire
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the occult truth about heartbreak
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the holy grail and the lost wisdom of the west
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how we all became a little satanic
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digital scapegoats and the ritual of outrage
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the unhappy woman: against the cult of calm
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the age of AI slop and the birth of a new renaissance
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the magician who invented the modern world: john dee and the lost birth of science
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the IFS takedown: my unfiltered response to the psych industry’s victory lap
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the world isn't real (and why that might actually be a good thing)
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dark enlightenment: the forbidden philosophy behind the tech elite
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when stillness feels dangerous (hypervigilance as a religion)
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enchantment in the age of disenchantment w/ dr. teddy hamstra
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trauma fossils: when survival becomes a ghost in the soul
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the hidden AI system monitoring your emotional state
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the alchemy of sleep and how your roots decide what you dream
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aleister crowley: the man, the myth, the shadow
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ufo disclosure bombshell [part 2]: why masculine thinking is killing disclosure
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why i hope we're living in a simulation
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the ufo disclosure bombshell [part 1]: human trafficking in black programs exposed
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occult statecraft: how demons, magicians, and intelligence agencies shaped the modern world
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everything we now call "drugs" used to be how humans touched god
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anomalies, intuition, and the edge of what we know with jeffrey mishlove, PhD
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the forgotten codes of love i'll teach my daughter [part 2]
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the forgotten codes of love i'll teach my daughter [part 1]
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your pain is real but your suffering is a story
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why medieval witches and modern alien experiencers are describing the same thing
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when magick went underground
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religious trauma and the silent toll on female emotional development (a roundtable with stephanie ann and alyssa grenfell)
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the 1000-year-old tibetan secret that makes western psychology look like child's play
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selective spiritual technophobia: why mystics and scientists are both getting AI wrong
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why shadow work is making you worse
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meme magic, hot mess eras, and digital disappearance with aiden arata
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the death of the people-pleaser: how self-abandonment becomes a survival strategy
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TDC_21: the secret sauce to awakening? paradox.
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cutting the cord, keeping the thread: how to stop repeating your parents’ coping mechanisms in adult life
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why age gap relationships aren’t normal: grooming, power, and emotional maturity
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the emotional cost of always being available (why you’re drowning in unread messages)
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you can’t domesticate venus: sex, power, and the archetypes running your life with dr. laurence hillman
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your whole childhood wasn’t bad: the danger of “all-trauma” narratives
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disordered desire: performing connection, numbing pleasure, forgetting yourself
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what they're hiding about your mind
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why psychiatry failed her: laura delano on misdiagnosis, medication, and coming back to life
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the real reason you’re afraid of the devil (you’re possessed, and it looks nothing like the movies)
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the psychology of love island USA S7: why it broke the internet (and what it says about us)
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you’re NOT crazy, you’re remembering the real world.
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why personality ISN'T a prison (unless you let it be)
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what you're calling a breakdown might be a dark baptism
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let them cook: shadow work, shame, and the stew of self
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dancing with the devil part 2: the return (how to grow the f*ck up and quit calling red flags soulmates)
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motherhood as death ritual (a rite of passage for women with or without children)
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dancing with the devil part 1: the descent (why you keep ignoring your gut instinct and mistaking danger for ‘chemistry’)
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psychic hygiene in the age of AI
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unlearning toxic shame through sacred speech (a guided journey)
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chatGPT told him he was god (what no one’s saying about AI and spiritual delusion)
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are you emotionally feral?
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why you reject the love you crave (emotional maturity, trauma, and learning to receive)
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healing the christian wound: empire, myth, and the pattern beneath it all
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the death of celebrity culture is here (and why it's good for your mental health)
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emotional alchemy: a guide for when everything falls apart
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how to surrender to the mystery and let go your need for certainty
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what does AI believe? (the hidden soul inside the machine)
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nobody's watching. nobody cares. you're free now.
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communication mastery series part 3: stop people pleasing, start owning your space
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healing in a world that won't heal
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communication mastery series part 2: the stoic art of emotional control
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i miss who i was before the internet knew me
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communication mastery series part 1: command your voice, command your life
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you're sleepwalking: it's time to wake up to what's ACTUALLY real
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why you crave chaos in love
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the demons you bury are the lessons you need to learn
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how the energy you carry is secretly controlling your life
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you say you've changed — so why does your life look the same?
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the truth about healing: you’ll never be who you were
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what you lose when you share too much
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why limerence FEELS like love, but isn't
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will AI set you free or control your mind? (psychiatry, mental health, and the machine age)
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what stories are you telling yourself about your suffering?
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dysfunctional family roles – part 5: hidden agendas (the peacemaker/mediator and narcissistic traits) [preview]
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mind unveiled part 6: the individuation process as spiritual ascent (integrating outer psychology, personality types, and the mystical qabalah)
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dysfunctional family roles – part 4: avoidance strategies (the mascot/clown and the lost child/rebel) [preview]
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mind unveiled part 5: the shadow (working with your dark side)
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dysfunctional family roles – part 3: responsibilities and escape (the parentified child and the addict) [preview]
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mind unveiled part 4: the psyche as a living reality (exploring consciousness and the collective unconscious)
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dysfunctional family roles – part 2: the extremes of family focus (the golden child and the scapegoat) [preview]
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mind unveiled part 3: unmasking the soul image (the false self, archetypes, the anima and animus)
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dysfunctional family roles – part 1: decoding the dynamics of dysfunction [preview]
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mind unveiled part 2: carl jung and the advent of spiritual psychology
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anatomy of evil: britney spears (from pop princess to public prisoner – a story of exploitation and control) [preview]
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mind unveiled part 1: the birth of psychotherapy and the theories of sigmund freud
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from hashtag to holy: reclaiming the mystical art of manifestation from the clutches of social media [preview]
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what if the chains of your past are looser than you think? (breaking free from trauma bonding and repetition compulsion)
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introducing my new podcast, “back from the borderline baby.”
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self-mastery part 2: embracing the journey through life and soul cycles
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the systemic grooming of a generation (part 1): the unseen puppeteers of the media and pharmaceutical conspiracy [preview]
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self-mastery part 1: becoming a free agent and understanding the cycles of life
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sleeping with 100 men in a day: a psychological deep dive into sex, self-harm, and lily phillips
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new age or new cage? (walking the tightrope of digital spirituality) [preview]
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the millennials who were groomed by the internet: my story, jay-z and diddy
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anatomy of evil: h.h. holmes (how victorian vice shaped the mask of a gentleman killer) [preview]
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unplugging from the matrix: 10 arguments for deleting your social media right now
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“when trauma becomes your identity, that’s a dangerous thing” [preview]
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the inner temple: an ASMR ceremony of self-initiation
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do you act like you were never held as a baby? (how unmet needs in infancy might be sabotaging your ability to find love)
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could your entire life be a virtual simulation? (unveiling what lies beyond the illusions we accept as reality) [preview]
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are you turning self-care into a form of self-punishment? (moving beyond hyper-control, emotional numbing and the body-mind disconnection)
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this episode isn’t about UFOs – it’s about YOU [part 2]
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has adulthood robbed you of youth’s magic? (reclaiming healing in unscheduled moments) [premium preview]
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is social media convincing us that everyone cheats? (unraveling the myth of universal infidelity)
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this episode isn’t about UFOs – it’s about YOU [part 1]
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no f*cks given: inside the rise of emotional detachment (and what it's doing to us)
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how to recognize (and break) the cycle of relationship OCD
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are you in your drama era? (how to cleanse your life of conflict once and for all) [preview]
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beyond black and white: navigating moral purity in the age of cancel culture
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anatomy of evil: the fear of female rage [preview]
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for anyone who lies awake at night wondering wtf the point is (transforming existential terror into acceptance of life’s impermanence)
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in a world where we are glorifying and glamorizing our psychological suffering, are we losing the ability to overcome it? [preview]
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healing childhood trauma with fairy tales: transforming emotional wounds with the handless maiden
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is it your attachment style, or is it just the wrong relationship? [preview]
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when self-help stops helping: recognizing when therapy and introspection might be doing more harm than good
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is there a ‘normal’ amount of sex in a relationship? [preview]
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unlock higher states of consciousness by understanding the different levels of thinking (exploring ken wilber’s AQAL integral theory)
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anatomy of evil: the salem witch trials (puritan paranoia, mass hysteria, and social scapegoating) [preview]
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are we blind to our own cultural sickness? (lessons from the mouse utopia experiment and behavioral sink)
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the dark side of cosmetic surgery: real stories of regret [preview]
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too much to handle: understanding the power of your emotional intensity, sensory sensitivity, and overexcitabilities
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the 48 laws of power: episode 3 (laws for self-protection) [preview]
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were you under-mothered? exploring the generational impact of “mother hunger”
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the 48 laws of power: episode 2 (laws for taking your power BACK) [preview]
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the new gods: how commercialized spirituality and therapy culture have become dogmatic modern religions
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the 48 laws of power: episode 1 (laws to recognize signs of manipulation) [preview]
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exposing the troubled teen industry: surviving ‘the harvard of therapeutic boarding schools’ (ft. nick taber)
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anatomy of evil – aileen wuornos (challenging the “monster myth:” trauma, gender bias, systemic failures and media exploitation) [preview]
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rose cartwright’s path from the poster girl for OCD to psychedelic awakening and holistic healing
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the interstitium uncovered: trauma, healing, and your body’s hidden fluid spaces [preview]
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girlbosses and tradwives: embracing fluidity in parenthood and partnership
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how to stop turning every minor concern into a major meltdown [preview]
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mean girls: healing from and overcoming the hidden harms of female bullying
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anatomy of evil: charles manson (charisma, manipulation, and control) [preview]
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online stigma and BPD: reacting to the internet's worst takes on pete davidson and jenna ortega
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the antidepressant controversy: inside the heated debate over SSRI withdrawal symptoms
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how to work with your dreams: uncovering your soul’s messages and transforming trauma with louise rosager
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takedown: laila mickelwait’s battle to expose the 'executive megapimps' behind pornhub's sex crimes
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mending mind and spirit: the path of sacred psychiatry with dr. judy tsafrir
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old tricks, new faces: modern female pickup artists and their (outdated) 90s dating playbook [preview]
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how psychiatry became the fast food of mental health treatments: exposing systemic failures and hidden agendas with dr. roger mcfillin
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the evolution of melancholia: from ancient narratives to modern depression [preview]
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healing your dysregulated nervous system: from flailing through life to micro-dosing silence with elisabeth kristof
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the beauty paradox: unpacking our toxic obsession with youth and appearance [preview]
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from labels to liberation: exploring the power threat meaning framework with dr. lucy johnstone
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lessons from the borderline (how BPD is a disorder of relationship, NOT of personality) [preview]
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the curse position: exploring trauma and the supernatural in psychotherapy with alex monk
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when your spirit feels broken: how to recognize and survive a dark night of the soul [preview]
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how psychiatry lost its way: bad science, bad medicine and the mistreatment of the mentally ill with robert whitaker
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are you guarding your heart too much? (how to break down your emotional walls) [preview]
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taylor swift’s teenage dream: a depth psychological tour through ‘the tortured poets department’ and the puella aeterna archetype
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“when will it be my turn to find love?” (the dumpster fire of modern dating) [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 11: healing (transforming suffering into strength and crafting a new narrative)
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reclaiming your spiritual path after religious trauma and commercialized spirituality [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 10: healing (reclaiming your power and understanding threat responses)
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exposing miss USA’s dark secrets: title holder resignations, misogyny, corruption, and 'everywhere like such as’
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BPD as hysteria in sheep’s clothing: the persistent myth of female instability from ancient greece to modern psychiatry [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 9: signs and symptoms – internalized anger, lack of self-discipline, and alexithymia
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the healing power of labyrinths and EMDR [preview]
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drake vs. kendrick: the battle over allegations of grooming and underage girls in the digital age
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“why did you even have kids?” (how different generations have transmitted emotional neglect) [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 8: signs and symptoms – skewed self-perception, lack of self-compassion, and toxic shame
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how a dysfunctional family system functions like a cult [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 7: signs and symptoms – chronic feelings of emptiness and counter-dependence
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childhood emotional neglect part 6: linking past pain and present health while challenging the myths of modern recovery methods
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reparenting visualization series introduction [free premium offering]
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childhood emotional neglect part 5: sociopathic, childlike, and well-meaning-but-neglected-themselves parents
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childhood emotional neglect part 4: workaholic, perfection-obsessed, and special-care parents
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is avoiding discomfort by self-censorship halting your healing process? [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 3: divorced, grieving, addicted, and depressed parenting
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when you feel like an alien in your own family: defying dysfunction through healing [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 2: narcissistic, authoritarian, and permissive parenting
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beyond the mother wound: healing neglect and trauma with the black madonna [preview]
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childhood emotional neglect part 1: the silent legacy of invisible wounds
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breaking down to break through: psychiatry, covert abuse, and awakening [preview]
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the "sharenting" trap: protecting children's digital footprint in the age of gen alpha influencers
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the SSRI lie: the fraudulent study that laid the groundwork for psychiatry's greatest deception [preview]
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surrender and heal: a guided trauma recovery ritual through visualization
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VN30: the impact of emotionally absent mothering [preview]
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spiritual emergency pt 3: uncovering pathways for self-healing and professional help
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finding secret delight in the downfall of others: exploring schadenfreude [preview]
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spiritual emergency pt 2: a guide to recognizing the different types of transcendent crises
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spiritual emergency pt 1: mental breakdown or spiritual awakening?
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down-to-earth awakening beyond the woo-woo and delulu (ft. christian bradley west)
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the hidden toll: carrying the mental load in relationships [preview]
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sacrificing our mental health at the altar of social media (ft. thanasi dilos)
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show me your scars and i’ll show you how deep you are (ft. laurence hillman)
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the radical therapist: silent screams from the asylum [preview]
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consciousness-expansion and deeper healing through the power of myth
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the radical therapist: unmasking the systemic stagnation of psychiatric training [preview]
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trauma worlds: embodied healing beyond shame’s shadow [part 3]
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the radical therapist: challenging psychiatry - care or control? [preview]
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trauma worlds: navigating the hidden realms of fear and disconnection [part 2]
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the radical therapist: therapy means change, not adjustment [preview]
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trauma worlds: when negative experiences meet unique human beings [part 1]
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the alchemy of self-knowledge: jungian insights on synchronicity
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are mental disorders brain diseases ‘in waiting’? [preview]
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from coercion to consent: WHO and UN say psychiatry must change entirely
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the healing power of somatic breathwork [preview]
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the bledsoe family's cosmic rebirth: unveiling non-human intelligence
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from human doing to human being [preview]
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healing from religious trauma using the philosophy of the mystics
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venting or vicious: escaping the grip of toxic gossip [preview]
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embracing your crazy while falling apart and coming back together
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unlocking emotional freedom: a guide to EFT tapping [preview]
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from mainstream to energy medicine with dr. larry burk
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"my phobia of death and dying is making it impossible for me to truly LIVE” [preview]
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processing complicated feelings around death and grief through working with the unseen worlds
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why you keep falling in limerence with unavailable people who break your heart [preview]
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unlock the source code to your imagination matrix with stephen aizenstat, Ph.D
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our paradigm-shifting UAP experience with the bledsoe family [free preview]
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creating a map through the hell of depression toward a radical elsewhere
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accessing your innermost wisdom through dreamwork
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tapping into your unconscious repressed anger as a highly sensitive person
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pov: your big sister is erykah badu and she's giving you some tough love
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family scapegoating abuse part 3: grief, acceptance, and healing
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family scapegoating abuse part 2: signs, effects, and misdiagnosis
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family scapegoating abuse part 1: the black sheep
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are you going to fit in or find your path? (ft. james hollis)
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living in the shadow of your family tree (interview with family constellations therapist marine sélénée)
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it makes perfect sense why we're all sick and fucking tired
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the crisis of contemporary psychiatry with dr. bruce levine
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the repressed anger to manipulation pipeline (free preview)
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shame series part 8: religious trauma, rigid sex roles and cultural suppression of emotion
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the dystopian "NPC" TikTok trend is melting our brains
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shame series part 7: unmet childhood needs, perfectionism, and public shaming
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shame series part 6: toxic shame in the aftermath of sexual and physical abuse
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shame series part 5: unraveling the impact of abandonment
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shame series part 4: how toxic shame fuels dysfunctional family systems
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shame series part 3: toxic shame and 'disordered' or 'dysfunctional' personality traits
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shame series part 2: when toxic shame becomes who you are
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shame series part 1: healthy shame makes you human
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healing parental wounds through spiritual practice
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daddy issues: recognizing and healing the father wound
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the mother wound: sacred scars as a portal to healing
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this high school dropout is transforming the failing public school system by following her bliss
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finding a sense of self as a trauma-dumping emotional vampire
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ending your self-destructive patterns of relationship sabotage once and for all
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recovering human connection through rupture and repair
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fear of abandonment and the mother wound in fairy tales
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