BUZZING· 71%49m·2026-08-24·Arts CultureWill I Always Be Alone?
He comes to Esther not with a singular question but with an overflow of words and unspoken truths. Betrayed by a once-supportive church and struggling to reconcile his desires with his emotions, he carries a loneliness that has followed him across continents. This session is all about naming. Naming the parts of his…
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“Thank you for sharing so honestly from “shitting yourself” to “needing to do it alone”. So relatable and relevant to our times. I wish for a society where sharing these fears foster loving connection instead of more loneliness.”
“What a beautiful soul. Loneliness is such an empty feeling.”
“As a black woman, I appreciated how Esther made him rephrase his desires towards black bodies. I have met many white gay men with this inability to allow black gay men to be vulnerable, whole, human - more than just masculine - which is the…”
“Such a beautiful episode. Esther zooms in on how people who are lonely have to be willing to talk to others, whether it is a family member, a lover, a friend, a therapist - the very act of staying silent is itself a problem, that being hear…”
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