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Jubilee Dawn
Welcome to Healed-ish! A podcast about the messy, beautiful, and sometimes insane process of healing. Each week, host Jubilee Dawn (@jubileedawns) sits down with survivors of betrayal, religious trauma, catfishing, toxic relationships, and more to unpack the chaos and growth that comes with starting over. These are…
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88. Conversion Therapy Dropout (Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez's Story)
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87. How Church Taught Us to Distrust Our Bodies with Samantha Redondo
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86. Rapture Anxiety, the Pressure to Be Pure & Starting Over (Rebecca's Story)
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85. Church, Hollywood & Reclaiming Intuition: Part 2 (Katie's Story)
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84. Church, Hollywood & Reclaiming Intuition: Part 1 (Katie's Story)
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83. Youth Pastors Gone Wild with Jeremy Steele
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82. Losing the God I Was Given | The Gardening Theologian: Part 2 (Ciarra's Story)
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81. Losing the God I Was Given | The Gardening Theologian: Part 1 (Ciarra's Story)
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80. YWAM, the Smartphone Prophet, and Bizarre Acts of Faith (Hannah's Story)
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79. From Amish to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry (Jeffrey’s Story)
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78. The Voice, Deconstruction & Coming Out After Purity Culture (Jordan Rainer's Story)
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77. Everything Was A Punishment From God (Shelly's Story)
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76. The Bible Led Me To Atheism | Eve Was Framed (Promise's Story)
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75. My Youth Pastor Dad Had an “Affair”... At Least, That’s What They Told Me (Carley’s Story)
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74. What Purity Culture Never Taught Us About Women's Bodies | ft. Azriél Patricia & Dr. Ashley Jeanius
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73. Raised Pentecostal: Hell, Healing, and Heartbreak (Bailee’s Story)
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72. God Told Me To Marry Him (Ashley’s Story)
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71. Reclaiming Testify to Love (Michael Passons' Story)
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70. A Bill Nye Debate Sparked My Deconstruction: Part 2 (David's Story)
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69. A Bill Nye Debate Sparked My Deconstruction: Part 1 (David's Story)
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68. When Everything Stopped Being Black and White (Stephanie Stalvey's Story)
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67. From Megachurch Pastor to Skeptic Pastor (Jeremy Steele's Story)
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66. Racism, Grief, and My Experience at Bethel: Part 2 (Krys' Story)
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65. Racism, Grief, and My Experience at Bethel: Part 1 (Krys' Story)
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64. Ex-Christian Nationalist: When 2016 Changed Everything (April Ajoy's Story)
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Purity Culture Dilemma: AITAH for Saying My Wife’s Virginity Didn’t Matter?
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63. No Holidays, No Sex, No Questions: Inside Jehovah’s Witness Life (Micki’s Story)
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62. The Cost of Being Devout (David Archuleta’s Story)
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61. IBLP and The Umbrella of Authority: Part 2 (Bethany’s Story)
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60. IBLP and the Umbrella of Authority: Part 1 (Bethany’s Story)
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59. Abused by My Therapist for Years (Mia Chard's Story)
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58. Trauma Tuesday: Growing Up as the Scapegoat Child (Scarlet’s Story)
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57. From Jehovah's Witness to "Disfellowdipped" (Jordan's Story)
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56. A Bible Scholar's Deconstruction (Mattie Mae Motl's Story)
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55. Starting Over After Choosing Divorce (Cora Lakey's Story)
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54. Q&A: Deconstruction, Purity Culture, and Marriage (Jubilee & Brandon)
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53. My Husband Has Zero Religious Trauma (Brandon's Story)
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52. They Called It an Affair - It Wasn't (Sarah's Story)
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51. Letters to My Future Husband (Abigail's Story)
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50. From Cult Survivor to Child Advocate: Part 2 (Kim Kelley's Story)
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49. From Cult Survivor to Child Advocate: Part 1 (Kim Kelley’s Story)
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48. OCD, Eating Disorder Recovery, and Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry (Rihanna's Story)
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47. “Holy” Grooming by a Youth Pastor (Danielle’s Story)
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46. The Sin of Loving Me: Born and Razed in a Cult (Beth Granger's Story)
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45. Purity Culture, BYU, and a Premarital Doctor Exam (Becca's Story)
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44. From 19 Kids & Counting to Becoming a Holy Disrupter (Amy Duggar King's Story)
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43. When "Helping" Hurts: Part 2 (Emily's Story)
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42. When "Helping" Hurts: Part 1 (Emily's Story)
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41. Wet Hair Was Forbidden (Cherie's Story)
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40. I Kissed Dating Goodbye (Josh Harris' Story)
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38. The World Race: 11 Countries in 11 Months (Toni's Story: Part 1)
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39. The World Race: 11 Countries in 11 Months (Toni's Story: Part 2)
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37. When Worship Becomes Performance (Krys' Story)
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36. Charismatic Chaos: Part 2 (Anna's Story)
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35. Charismatic Chaos: Part 1 (Anna’s Story)
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34. Were We Lied To About Hell? (Brian Recker's Story)
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33. You Might Not Like Her... But I Do (Maddie Zahm's Story)
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32. Unlearning Christian Nationalism (Monte Mader's Story)
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31. When Coaching Becomes Control: Part 2 (Victoria's Story)
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30. When Coaching Becomes Control: Part 1 (Victoria's Story)
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29. My Purity Was a Plotline (Azriél's Story)
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28. 7 Years Gone in 7 Days (Jade's Story)
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27. The Sin of Wearing Pants (Colten's Story)
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26. Eat, Pray, #FML (Gabrielle Stone's Story)
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25. Shiny, Not So Happy, People: Part 2 (Corey's Story)
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24. Shiny, Not So Happy, People: Part 1 (Corey’s Story)
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Religious Trauma: The Overshare Hour
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23. Praying My Baby Would Be a Martyr: Part 2 (Makenzie's Story)
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22. Praying My Baby Would Be a Martyr: Part 1 (Makenzie's Story)
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21. From Eternal Companions to Eternal Friends (Kelli's Story)
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20. Running for Her Life: Part 2 (Alissa's Story)
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19. Running for Her Life: Part 1 (Alissa's Story)
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18. Long Story Short, I Survived (Jake's Story)
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17. From Purity Pledges to Somatic Healing (Samantha’s Story)
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16. My Separation Is 11 Weeks Along (Lyssa’s Story)
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15. Q&A with Jedidiah Hartley (Part 2)
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14. Q&A with Jedidiah Hartley (Part 1)
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13. "Best Friends" With The Youth Pastor (Cassandra's Story)
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12. Ghosted At The Altar (Kayley's Story)
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11. Raised by a False Prophet: Part 2 (Jedidiah's Story)
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10. Raised by a False Prophet: Part 1 (Jedidiah's Story)
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9. When Grooming Feels Like Love (Mary Beth's Story)
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8. Courtship Rules And Koolaid Lies: Part 2 (Alisha's Story)
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7. Courtship Rules and Koolaid Lies: Part 1 (Alisha’s Story)
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6. I Gave Him My Kidney… Then He Cheated (Colleen’s Story)
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5. Stalking In The Sanctuary (Casey's Story)
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4. What I Didn’t Know — And What I Know Now (Jubilee’s Story)
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3. A Disney World Burger Saved My Life (Jubilee’s Story)
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2. I Thought It Was God — It Wasn’t (Jubilee’s Story)
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1. Signs, Wonders, and the Red Flags I Missed (Jubilee's Story)
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